don't understand

Lama2 gag ngerti apa yg ad di pikirannya,,,knapa bisa kayak gtu,,   wajar bgd (menurutq) klo seorang cewe minta diperhatiin cowoknya,,, saat aq sbuk,, dy mnt ditemenin,, kdg walau q lagi sakit,, q jg gak pgn nunjukin smua itu,,gag pgn buat dy khawatir,, tapi knapa dy gag ngerti2 juga???
smakin ke arah serius kog lebih banyak berantemnya,, bukannya bantuin buat cari referensi ttg religi malah kayak gini,,
jujur,, masih ragu ajah u/ "mengikutinya",,tar klo aq dah ikut dy,, apa dy bisa buat jaga semua itu???apa bisa jd yg aq harapkan??
hhhhhaaaahhhh,,, mboh lah,,, semoga dy tau apa yg terjadi ma aq,,, kmaren, tadi & skarang,,,

SaKura DrOps

Koi wo shite owari wo tsuge

Chikau koto wa kore ga saigo no Heartbreak

Sakura sae kaze no naka de yurete

Yagate hana wo sakasu yo 

Furidashita natsu no ame ga

Namida no yoko wo totta su-tto

Omoide to DABUru eizou

Aki no DORAMA no saihousou 

Doushite onaji you na PANCHI

Nando mo kuratchaun da

Soredemo mata tatakaun darou

Sore ga inochi no fushigi 

Koi wo shite subete sasage

Negau koto wa kore ga saigo no Heartbreak

Sakura sae toki no naka de yurete

Yagate hana wo sakasu yo 

Kurikaesu kisetsu no naka de

Kutsu ga suriheratteku

Motto kata no chikara nuide

Kako wa dokoka ni shimatte oke 

Koko kara sou tookunai darou

Mita koto mo nai keshiki

Tomaranai mune no itami kore de

Motto kimi ni chikazukitai yo 

Hitomawari shite wa modori

Aoi sora wo zutto ketsaguri

Koi wo shite owari wo tsuge

Chigau koto wa kare ga saisho no good day 

Sakura made kaze no naka de yurete

Sotto kimi ni te wo nobasu yo

Suki de suki de doushiyou mo nai

Sore to kore to wa kankei nai

Avril Lavigne feat Chantal Kreviazuk Oh Holy Night with lyrics

Dilema

O holy night the stars are brightly shining
It is the night of our dear savior’s birth
Long lay the world in sin and error pining
Till he appeared and the soul felt it’s worth
A thrill of hope, the weary world rejoices
For yonder breaks a new glorious morn
Fall on your knees
O hear the angels’ voices
O night divine
O night when christ was born
O night divine, o night
O night divine
A thrill of hope, the weary world rejoices
For yonder breaks a new and glorious morn
Fall on your knees
O hear the angels’ voices
O night divine
O night when christ was born
O night divine, o night O night divine semua itu bener2 terakhir aq nyanyiin taon lalu,,, aq pgn nangis saat dgr lagu itu lg,,skrg,,, aq emg ga' ngerti,smuanya mengalir gtu ajah,, aq tau ini smua uda kehendakNYA aq tau smua ini takdirNYA tp aq bner2 kacau saat ini,,,